This the album that I made out of 4 envelopes I just recycled it to be a folded albums. On the back part of the seccond picture there is 4 more picture of us with mom. Im a bit at ease to know that mom was able to see this picture before they bring her to the hospital. Mom has been begging papa to go home and when I have been trying to call her week before she bid her last goodbye she always asleep during daytime because she was not able to sleep at night.  When papa arrived there on 30th around 8:45 am then papa gave this album to her. I never thought that mommy can still hold the album Ive made. After papa’s arrival they decided to bring mommy to hospital yaya said mommy ask them to turn on the light even if the light is on probably her sight is getting blurry. Aroung 4:45am 31st of aug mom has bid her last breath. I know its hard but seeing mom happy with dad will make us all happy. 2 days ago I was able to talked to yaya and there are loads of people at home that they didnt even expected that there would be loads good thing neighbors and friends help them accomodate everyone. Everynight theres a caterer at home. yaya and my friends there have said your mommy is pretty she looks like a doll sleeping. this word made me feel comfortable hearing that mom is happyly reunited with daddy. Im the one who is the closest to mommy but I cant be home at this time because my passport has expired and because of school I know mom understand it. Not everyone was able to go home. But each family has a representative.

When my Daddy(lolo) on my dad side passed away when I was 7 years old my lola from my mom side was there, when my daddy on my mom side passed away when I was 12 years old my mommy (dad) side was also there. I remembered here riding the taxi from general santos going to our province thats 2 hours away from gensan and now that mommy has finally resting my mommy(mom) side was there she just arrived yesterday with my aunt i wish my other aunt was with her because I know that this aut of mine has a bad attitude that I dont want. wag sia magkamali gumawa kwento coz imma slap his face off the ground.

Sooner I will renew my passport so that I can make it home if there would be any family emergency. I was really expecting that mommy can still make it until the big day next year but that wont happen anymore at least other mommy will be there crossing my fingers that nuthing bad will happen to her becoz I so love them.

Later today I am expecting dad to be online to have video chat si we can see mommy before the funeral tomorrow. This is the good thing about the internet is that even if you are far from each other the impossible things can happen. At least am at ease to see mommy.

By the way the the other day dad called me and I told her that I smell flowers here ang bango bango he just said hala ka visit ka ni mommy., that happend after yaya told me everything I guess that is what mommy wanted me to know to make me feel better. and suddenly my dad said I have something for you picture of mom in coffin she looks like a doll im gonna give it to you then he laugh out loud, I think theres a fiesta at home coz people are smiling and laughing thats maybe because they saw mommy happy. When I found out that mom has gone all I wish is to have a pic of her in a coffin, and sooner I can have that.

I’ll end this post because im getting emotional mwhas

Its 4th of July. I wasnt able to go somewhwere for a huge sale. I just dont wanna go out thats it. I just have sweet corn in a cob for lunch. Were planning to go out later tonight to watch the fireworks display. I dont wanna go. Ive had to do loads of things, haha wala sa mood mag lakwatsa. pagod din ako the fact that I just woke up haha. whatevers. I dont wanna go to school. haiys

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Click to enlarge I never thought I can still have 3.00 GPA this term since I got sick two weeks before the finals and thats the reason why I go loads of absences.

I drop my piano class because I dont wanna  take the exam without even practising and the reason behind this is the agency nurse who stayed in my room and never ever dare to get out and let me do my thing. I hare absences so I drop the class before the drop deadline so its no longer counted.

P.E. I got C because of my 2 weeks absences. My prof emailed me “You supposed to have an A if you didnt got sick” oh well Im fne with it. I dont care in here since I got lots of body aches for this class..

REa I =Inc the only reason behind this is the laboratory pocket got lost and they only found it 1 week before finals and I have to finish 16 hours plus work loads so I did try my best to complete iy yet I dint because I have my finals and stuff so I demanded to give just 2 more days to complete the 5 hours to complete the class. Since it’s there fault the dean gave me may-aug to comply with the five hours lab hours. Florida state law states that if you lack your lab hours even if you got an A in the lecture but you didnt reach the lab hours you fail the entire course. I wasnt able to take the finals because I have to finish the lab hours. I just love my prof for doing everything for me lob nia ako..

Lab will be open for students may 19th that’s after the lab orientation. I’ll be finishing the 5 hours in a week then Im gonna take my finals after so I can get my Grade it’s probably B+ I guess. My prof told me I can’t fail because of the hours its the lab asistant fault not yours.

math I had spend lots of sleepless night solving the exams ans stuff hours after the finals I already knew my grade. My prof told me about it. and I love the way he teach us. My brother keep on copying my answer as well us borrowing my notes which I sometimes refuse to let him borrow. Just use the book instead of my notes. haha. Im gonna get the remaing 2 maths with him which is algebra and liberat math haha this is my 4th algebra stitll I got it with him and he’s my classmate in math since he’s not fluent in english. He has a very strong african accent thats why I love the way he deliver the class because he speaks slow. peace…

my speech I never expect to have B because he always gives my refence D I dont know why but everything is perfect except for the reference he always gives me D not only me US the entire class, tho we followed theinstruction. haha I think he is the strict prof among the speech proffessors since other classes only have 1 speech presentation but in his class we have I think 6. My brother took the same class but he’s with the other profs session 1 sia which is 16 weeks in my class 8 weeks session 4. That is why I have spent loads of sleepless nights in this the bebigerls knew about this. I often go to class without sleeping haha

Still Im happy with the results 3.0 with an I so my reading grade will bring it a bit higher. 4.0 =100

I made this rosaries for klara’s christening. not all includes in this photo. hehe im loving the silver one its so elegant akin nalang haha.. the other one kinuha ni mama gift daw nia sa friend nia haha pero she gave me 20 haha

Things in life move with twists and turns and they happen with valid reasons. So if you doubt why something happens to you, stock to this: “we can never learn to be brave and strong if the only thing in this world is JOY.”

stay haooy!Let go and Let God!

Vday at beach… weather is cool a bit cold but the sun is up some people is on tanning mode but its cold… nobody was in the water coz of the cold. bwahha i just love the view and so the sand… its powdery white love it.

Love the birds all over the beach… I has having hard time taking them a pic coz of the sun hitting my eyes..

I bakes hundrends of this cookie its so yummy my gifts to my mom as well as my lolipop cake.

The lolipop cake made by me. Its Lemon cake it so yummy… i suppose to make it mini cupcakes but i cant find my paper cups I only found the lolipop sticks so thats what I use. haha I gave it to my mom earlier wala trip ko lang heheh nagulat sia at masarap daw pwede na ako mag asawa sabi ng dad ko on the 15th is my moms bday hehe…  Pinag hirapan ko yan ha from 2-7pm ko ginawa yan…

Dumating na pala ang order kong NUMERIC KEYPAD kasi nahihirapan ako to input numbers talaga lalo na algebra sa mathxl.com wherein dun ung homeworks namin na pagkadami dami. natutuwa naman ako kasi maganda talaga sia. Dual purpose sia pwede mo gawing calculator basta may battery ka if your not connected sa laptop/pc.