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I missed Mommy

This the album that I made out of 4 envelopes I just recycled it to be a folded albums. On the back part of the seccond picture there is 4 more picture of us with mom. Im a bit at ease to know that mom was able to see this picture before they bring her to the hospital. Mom has been begging papa to go home and when I have been trying to call her week before she bid her last goodbye she always asleep during daytime because she was not able to sleep at night.  When papa arrived there on 30th around 8:45 am then papa gave this album to her. I never thought that mommy can still hold the album Ive made. After papa’s arrival they decided to bring mommy to hospital yaya said mommy ask them to turn on the light even if the light is on probably her sight is getting blurry. Aroung 4:45am 31st of aug mom has bid her last breath. I know its hard but seeing mom happy with dad will make us all happy. 2 days ago I was able to talked to yaya and there are loads of people at home that they didnt even expected that there would be loads good thing neighbors and friends help them accomodate everyone. Everynight theres a caterer at home. yaya and my friends there have said your mommy is pretty she looks like a doll sleeping. this word made me feel comfortable hearing that mom is happyly reunited with daddy. Im the one who is the closest to mommy but I cant be home at this time because my passport has expired and because of school I know mom understand it. Not everyone was able to go home. But each family has a representative.

When my Daddy(lolo) on my dad side passed away when I was 7 years old my lola from my mom side was there, when my daddy on my mom side passed away when I was 12 years old my mommy (dad) side was also there. I remembered here riding the taxi from general santos going to our province thats 2 hours away from gensan and now that mommy has finally resting my mommy(mom) side was there she just arrived yesterday with my aunt i wish my other aunt was with her because I know that this aut of mine has a bad attitude that I dont want. wag sia magkamali gumawa kwento coz imma slap his face off the ground.

Sooner I will renew my passport so that I can make it home if there would be any family emergency. I was really expecting that mommy can still make it until the big day next year but that wont happen anymore at least other mommy will be there crossing my fingers that nuthing bad will happen to her becoz I so love them.

Later today I am expecting dad to be online to have video chat si we can see mommy before the funeral tomorrow. This is the good thing about the internet is that even if you are far from each other the impossible things can happen. At least am at ease to see mommy.

By the way the the other day dad called me and I told her that I smell flowers here ang bango bango he just said hala ka visit ka ni mommy., that happend after yaya told me everything I guess that is what mommy wanted me to know to make me feel better. and suddenly my dad said I have something for you picture of mom in coffin she looks like a doll im gonna give it to you then he laugh out loud, I think theres a fiesta at home coz people are smiling and laughing thats maybe because they saw mommy happy. When I found out that mom has gone all I wish is to have a pic of her in a coffin, and sooner I can have that.

I’ll end this post because im getting emotional mwhas